Dont give a fuck who knows,so fed up with it all

Dont give a shit about anything npo more

If I could get oiut of my room would just go and get pissed

It funny aint it a 29 year old sitting in his room crying hugging himself

Yeah it fucking killing me

God IO fucking this l.ofe fuck it I hate everything

Professional help yeah rite long fucking wait just have more pills mr keen,if yerfeel sucidal ring this number

YUeah fucking quacks

 

Take the piss I dont fucking care anymore
i FUCKING SHIT ANYWAY

 

Less, i have added you to my msn, really sorry your feeling this way, there are so many people on here that suffer with depression, myself included, please hang in there hun xxx

 

Les,

Take it easy. Be thankful for the one thing that you have thats worth more than all the shit you might be going through.

LIFE.

Whatever you're feeling, there's always someone worse off.......

 

les mate whats up?


get on msn m8,noone is gonna take the piss out of ya thought u was happy since you met maz?

 

Think of the good times, they always outweigh the bad

 

I KNOW THAT WHY IF EEL SO SHIT

i got noo real problesm

I just a fucking waste of space

I hate it I hate myself

Canty handle it

fuCKING TABLEST i GOT CANT EVEN OVERDOSE ON



fUCKING SHAKEING

i FUCKED UP

 

hAPPY FOR A WHILE BUT i NOT WORTH shite

Maz be better off without me she better oof I fucking dead

Happy was for a few days

Bollox to this fuclking life

 

Good times cant remember harldy any of em infact cant remmber most oif my fucking liofe

Less the happy drunk yeah cuase I was fucking happy

 

less dont u dare do anything stupid u have alot of peeps that care about u, just remember wot u said to ellie & think of that for urself



x x x

 

Chin up m8

 

 

Wow there leslie

Put in reverse mate and calm down a bit - go for a walk to clear your head

 

Cheer up mate!

I'm sure it can't be that bad.

Try to think of all the positives in your life and focus on them.

 

If go fopr a wlak I wont fucking cxome back

CLiffs round here that good

Ellie dont need my help I only bring her down

I bring evceryone down debating wot wheter to put the knife baCK IN THE FUCKING KITCHENB

 

Feel for ya dude The rest of your life is a long time though mate, please dont throw it away. And NOBODY on this planet is worthless dude Let your mates help you if they can.

 

Positives in my life

Maz but she better off if I dead

 

im sure she dont think that les

 

dont do this to yourself mate, it no good for you at all.

set yourself something to aim for, and make it happen

 

veryone does I how she can like me

when I hate and want kill mysel;f

 

Less, listen to what i am saying on msn, don't do anything stupid babe

 

sorry.. does anyone know less;'s address

and get the fooking police around there!

 

But these are how YOU see yourself, everyone else knows you are worth ALOT more!
Stick some good music on that you love, and play it LOUD!
Always a good way to cheer yourself up

 

Set goals and cthen cant be fucking arsed

So qwot the fucking point

 

les please dont do anything silly fella you know it aint the answer listen to nicole fella

 

i dont know his address only know its in folkestone

 

NOT your jugular less!!

 

Less - it cant be that bad that you feel you would be better off dead

Chin up mate - we all have times when the shit hits the fan - its how you deal with it.

 

Seriously tho - nobody got his mobile number? someone needs to talk to him

 

i used to think the same as you buddy , BUT believe me the people in your life would be so much worse off without you . thankfully i realised it in time .
fuck all the msn crap , sitting on the computer reading about everyone elses good fortune wont make you feel any better .
you need to TALK to a friend (someone that actually cares , not just pretends to)
if you feel you cant talk to a friend because you dont wanna bother them call me .
i know you dont know me but just letting it out to someone is a great help . 07891729762 text or call on that number , give me ur home fone number and i,l call you back .

 

Lasst thing I need is the fucking police here

fUCK IT ALL

 

I have had to deal with seriuos shite lately !! Belive me it aint easy !
But things are slowly gettin back to normal now....

Life is too Fookin short mate, enjoy it whilst ya can

Al........

 

woooaaahhh chill out Less

someone live near him?, go see him

 

IMA lives in kent dont he?

 

Fook me hed be worse off with IMA there

Less, listen to what im saying on MSN please pal

 

think you do less...

if not for you but for others

bloke in your state running about with a kitchen Knife!

put it away

 

yeah but...

 

that was for the IMA comment..

 

knife way

Oh thanks dave i fucking danger to other now am thanx for fuck all

 

Less, there really are people that can help, Have you got anyone local to you that you can talk to, Family, friends...

There are positives in your life, but when you are down as much as you seem to be its hard to see what they are. Try and listen to some of your friends on here, i have known of you since the early days on RSOC, then Turbosport and now here, you are a well liked person.

I have been in a similar situation to you, hard to admit, but i did need help. I turned to some of my closest friends and they helped me through it.