i used to think the same as you buddy , BUT believe me the people in your life would be so much worse off without you . thankfully i realised it in time .
fuck all the msn crap , sitting on the computer reading about everyone elses good fortune wont make you feel any better .
you need to TALK to a friend (someone that actually cares , not just pretends to)
if you feel you cant talk to a friend because you dont wanna bother them call me .
i know you dont know me but just letting it out to someone is a great help . 07891729762 text or call on that number , give me ur home fone number and i,l call you back .