Originally Posted by
Chip
**T** when you say you are up and down, when you come up are you sometimes quite over the top happy for no real reason, or just normal?
Cause bipolar is the other option of course, its a very trendy illness, even britney has it
Yeah I can get very excited and happy about normal things and it will make me feel on top of the world, and it feels like noone can ruin it,(like a kid at xmas but i'm 32 this year) then one person can say something not really that bad looking at it, and it will bring me down with a bump, then it makes me just want to hide away,and start to hate myself but i've always been a worrier so that don't help me.
I suppose it can feel that everyone is against me when really noone is, but its also silly things that can bring me down as well
Its hard to explain.
Originally Posted by
DanW@FastFord
If your PMS is particularly bad, with proper suicidal lows, Google PMDD.
No not been that low, just more in myself and hating myself.
This might some quite silly now but I did notice that when I was down and needed to bring myself back up I'd go have a tattoo done or a piercing, hence now I'm having laser to remove 4,
Its more I try to change who I am