Originally Posted by
steviecossie
You feel like you cant be arsed with anything anymore and you dont feel good about yourself. you cant be bothered doing anything and it feels like nothing in life has a point anymore because your feeling so bad within yourself.
all you want to do is mope about feeling bad for yourself and you want to shut everyone out of your life, you struggle to eat because you have no appetite and you struggle to sleep because your mind is working overtime, its as if everything is against you
That was pretty much me, whenever i could gather some kind of enthusiasm or motivation there was always something blocking me from doing what I wanted to do, and it feels like your being kicked while your down, thus dropping you deeper into depression.
A pure horrible thing I would never wish on anyone and certainly would not like to visit again, but in saying that the lows that I had have made me into a stronger person today,
I had counselling and had to sit in groups etc, looking back I believe that my head was like a box of fucked up lego that just needed sorting out, these sessions did that, and made me more open minded about things.