Originally Posted by
CoupeUK
Thought I may aswell go to bed but again I dont feel safe with my bedroom door open- I used to sleep with it wide open and felt claustrophobic if it was shut.
Also, as I got into bed, I had to move aside her pink heartshaped cushion, I can smell her perfume on my pillow and theres strands of her long blonde hair dotted around my duvet. Hard times
That is the worst, i sugguest you wash all your bed sheets, put everything that was her's or is her's out of sight and replace it with your kids things, i.e pics of your kids or even a toy!
I feel for you, it must be really hard, You are very brave putting all this on PF and goin to the docs, as said alot of people hold it inside untill its too late, they shut them self away, Keep yourself busy! All the best
