what do you do??? erm... dont ask for advice from a load of net nerds who regularly jizz off over 20 year old fords, that'd be a start lol

jesus, you're in the mire. things happen for a reason and you aint with her so it wasnt to be, you will have to ACCEPT this.

Be happy & grateful for what you already have, you have alot going for you, don't take it for granted. Look at your mrs with a baby on the way and thank your lucky stars cos you could have nothing tomorrow.

Good luck dude.