Stay focused and positive M8 you got so much going for you in other areas, try keep the focus on them rather than areas of weakness.
Youve come such a long way
I recall being told by a surgeon close on 4 years ago 'Its very likely that you wont walk again' ok he's a proffesional I thought, but I aint lying down to, what is in essence just his opinion.
Lots of blood,sweat & tears, operation after operation, highs and lows, times of dissapointment and times of satisfaction later here I am walking unassisted.
Yeah there is still pain and things are unlikely to be as they once were, but there aint a day passes that Im gratefull for that moment I decided 'its only an opinion' & being so bloody minded & determined to claim back that what was temperarly taken from me.
The body is a remarkable thing and its ability to heal when combined with the right mind set is.......well.....just amasing.
Glad your on the right tracks, the good days are just around the corner M8