Less, i had a brother that hung himself at the age of 19, i was 11 at the time, it aint nice, im not being nasty but i have no time for suicide threats, jst get urself together and fuking sort ur life out!!!, i was feeling the same as u are bout 2 weeks ago when i split up with my girlfriend, whats the fuking point? The more shit u feel the more shit u will feel if that makes sense, just sort it out mate, it isnt hard