Nuts R us dont know suippose IO was venting the nager I feel at myself at evryone on her

Nort want syupmathy maybe deep down looking for encouragemnet.a glimmer of hope in some of the things people said

A cry for help,people saying dont kill yerself to help me not take another step,people to hit out at.

See i dont know but I know deep down theire are genuine people on here who care,and I appreciate it most of the time.But somedays the negative stuff wins.

Cant tell a p[rofessinal at the min or my fmaily and pushed all my freinds away years ago.

So this is the only release I got.bit calmer now

It will probaly make sense if you been through it each of us deal with it in our own ways.

Well this is one way I deal with it,as booze only make me wirse,and the people i trust not online.

Sorry people i didnt want to this post but at the same time I had too