over here there is a ''crisis team'' just for when ur feeling this way, they realy help and no-one is there to judge u, just to make u feel better and make u c that u are not worthless. i dont know if there is anywhere lik that u can call over there, but if u just ring the hospital and tell them how ur feeling, they will get someone u can talk to. people do need u about, at the moment u just cant c past the way u are feeling. just ring someone, and trust me, u will feel a little better in a few days, its not a miracle worker, it takes time to get to the root of the problem, but stick with it and trust me u will get better, live ur life to the full, people need you no matter what u think. from lisa ( craigs girlfriend )