Originally Posted by * Rudey *

less you gotta understand depression is an ilness not a mood, you wont get better until you understand why or what has made you feel this way the state of the nhs mental health system in this country is dier mate i was in the position were i was atending a rehab clinic i had a pysio and an o.t therapist that both knew i was suffering from shock and post traumatic stress disorder as theyd seen it so many times befor, i was actually told i was failed by the system, my o.t was so desperate to help me she called somebody she knew higher in the chain the response is a lil shocking but if your as desperate as you say you are its the key to the door, basically they said to jump the cue you need to go into a+e at any hospital and tell them you wanna kill yasel so thiers your option upto you to help yourself lad i did