Less babe, PLEASE don't do anything silly, listen to wat Nics telling you she's been there, so have I, I know it seems impossible now, but you can get through it, honestly babe just keep talking to us, we want to help you.
No-one wants to see you do anything silly, and no-one is laughing at you or taking the piss out of you, a lot of us have been there, please please dont do anything silly.