havent read the whole post but somebody might of already said this,
firstly never run deca on its own, its far to harsh and will shut u do like no 1s business
if you feel like yuo want to and its right for you, the first best cycle would be 12weeks running test e at 500mg a week, with a either a preload of test in the first week or dbol at 30mg a day for the first 4 weeks. you will get some good grorth from that, not huge but enough to notice, but you must have a proper diet in place and train hard, you need to eat enough complexs carbs and protain to enable growth and repair or injecting will be pointless, also YOU MUST HAVE A GOOD P.C.T IN PLACE!!! after yuor cycle you need certain drugs which get your natural test working again. Its all well and good people saying steriods are bad dont do it, but if the reserach is done properly, quilty phama used and a good pct in place, its no worse for you then binge drinking on a friday and saturday night, the drinking is proberly worse! and roid rage is bollocks, it all depends on the person, if you agressive in general, a huge amount of test obviously will highten this, in me i acturly find it makes me in a better mood!