my advise is to start off with some anobols ( spelling )lol

you have to be so careful performing injections on your self

ive taken gear for years and yes it is good for quickley putting on size but i think you should stick to natural training

get your diet nice and clean
good quality protien

try a long period of createin aswell

eat like fuck also

gear will only amp 3 things

training
diet
rest

if you aint got them 3 things sorted then dont bother