When my nan was in hospital i missed going as i didnt really want to go, think stuff like i dont want to go and see her ill its depressing why would i want to go. My god do i regret it. i never had the chance to say goodbye. I went to her funeral but majorly regret not seeing her and being able to tell her things. Glad you chose to go in the end as its my biggest regret in my life so far.