Dad died at 3am Sun morning, had lung cancer for ages, weve known it was coming. Was with him until the end - was horrific. Ive not touched a fag since as can't imagine my son seeing me go through that. burried our 2 daughters in the past year and been smoking loads as stressed so cant believe ive no touched one.

Anyone else given up? Ive just gone cold turkey no patches or anything. Hope I can keep it up. Cant sleep without fags though hence bein on here at 7am