its a tough one mate and i totally see where your coming from as id want to run from it too but by the sounds of it you have exhausted every other option thats currently available to you so do you really have a choice? can you go back to how you are now if you hated it that much or once its done is it a parmanent thing as i dont really know whats involved with the op etc
this wouuld be a parmanent fixture where id have to jus change it when full
an i now what ya mean mate it seams the only option iv got anymore im jus really hard comeing to turms with the fact really