well on a better note, I thought I would post to show others that there is life after depression.
Yesterday I got discharged from my counsellor at the psychology dept at the hospital ,
I been off anti depressants now for 5 months and Im quite proud of myself for diggin myself out of the hole I had got into.
Not sure what the future holds for me , but now I know I do have a future , 18 months ago I just could not see any point in getting up in the mornings