yea ive suffered for years once it bites i dont think you ever recover just manage, beware of doctors handing sweets out though as theres more to it than taking tablets.
There is good help out there but i only got it after attempted suicide after things got that bad, if it wasnt for my mate finding me i wouldnt be here now and never let my self get to that stage now,i feel it coming on and have learnt to control it thanks to the help i got but i dont envyy you if you have it.
One of the worst health issues out there imo apart from cancer etc and its so misunderstood by a lot of people, mine started with stress at work and not sleeping and i didnt even realise what was happening but i got that bad i just broke down completely but im so much better now but still have really dark days sometimes
but have learnt that its just an illness like anything else and goes away and have good days to look forward to
