You feel so low that waking up everyday is hard, everyday is a struggle. You cant sleep coz so much is going round in your head and your scared to close your eyes coz you know your gonna have to face another day if you do.You cant eat coz you feel sick all the time and you feel sick coz you cant eat.You lose interest in things you used to enjoy doing. You feel like ending it all but scared at the same time, and you feel so alone coz no one wants to listen and just thinks your moody all the time.

You lose everyone you love coz you lash out and no one wants to be around you any more and mates lose interest in you coz your not as fun as you used to be.

You forget what it feels like to laugh and smile and it feels like the whole worlds against you and your fighting it on your own.