i know how you feel. ive been in the same as you, i just didnt have the chance to even say goodbye. but she will always be in my heart, and you should make the most of what is here, its hard. its tuff. but hell. Make him laugh, make him just be himself, and giving up is no answer tell him. Always a fighter.. he'll pull throw and once hes himself and forgets about it, you know you done the best in the world, made him happy and you'll always know that