I work on the maintainance of trains mate so really know how you feel as we must get them all cleaned up checked over and back out for service asap! and dont know if your trains have cctv but ours do and this must be downloaded and handed to transport police, so someone must check the footage there also! "not something id like to be watching pretty often i can tell you! Especially as theres got to be alot less painful ways in which to go! because speaking from experience on these things some people do survive and end up pretty mutalated and in wheelchairs etc! again mate very sorry to hear this!