Who know's what goes through someones mind before they feel there only option is to end there problem's, fear's, insecurities or what ever there problem's in life by taking what some people might call the easy way out. My friend chris was a relatively happy person comfortable in life a wife and two children to enjoy. You're first instinct is sadness by the tragedy but then guilt takes over, could i have done anything to prevent this afterall he was my friend, you know? Then there's the anger of realising that he has left two doting children behind who can do nothing but ask the question why? But when all is said and done, and this is my personal experience, all i feel is the sadness for a close friend who for whatever reason he saw necessary chose to end his life because he saw no other way out. What drives people to it, desperation, fear, self control who know's. All i know is i miss my friend and whatever the reason he is no longer with us.