the youth

Go do a few more trips and see what its like, you cant make your mind up after 1 trip imo.

I'd say do 2 more trips then decide its not for you. Its a hard game to get into so dont fuck it up after trying it for 2 weeks

Think about it this way when you get home your off work for a couple of weeks so over the year i bet you acually get to spend ore time with the family