smitsturbo: you had to train ya missus up like a puppy??
PAULDPALMER, i remember reading your original post, and how gutted you was/still are and that you have looked after for many years!!!
i feel bad for you mate, you need to try and pick yourself up, go back to work with a new frame of mind and maybe aim for promotion! Gives you something to think about and take your mind off her, imagine her face when she sees you all happy and have got promotion etc
you never know it may all turn around sometime soon, hopefully for you matey it does.
does she understand how you are feeling?
carl