Can't leave base any way at the moment, because if have a really bad panic attack I end up unconcious but walking around.

That happened when i tried to drive the puma on sunday and got a few miles in the middle of nowhere when it went bang.

No phone for RAC didn't help so the last thing i remember was having a panic attack then woke outside someones house having walked several miles down a windy country lane and across a busy 60mph A road.

So you can understand why won't leave base at the moment unless a mate is with me.