....i got better when i actually realised after so many attacks i wasnt gonna die...i adopted the go on kill me then,do your worse..we all die so get over yourself....touch wood i aint had a panic attack since about 3 years ago..and i dont think i ever will again..i feel sometimes one coming..but i just say to myself..dont be fucking stupid... and that seems to squash it.

HOWEVER there are many situations i will avoid though!..I will not get in a lift,i will never get on a plane...i sweat going thru tunnels...where ever i go i look for an exit as i am a profit of doom BUT this really doesnt affect my life really as i have formed one around it.

Damn i telling you my life Still there is always someone worse off than yourself..i man imagine being Chip