adam mate just chill fora bit mate
i had a similer situation but it was one where i hated my job and as a result i messed up and got suspended and was gonna be sacked as i was bang to rights
anyway i was stressed as i had a kid on the way and the missus was the only one working
anyway i managed toget through it and a few months later we bought our first flat together and even though its tough cause my missus aint working right now we manage to now get by,,,,,,,, even though im on less cash than i was on before too,,,,,,, its cause when i was out of work i managed to sort out my spending ect and now we manage resonably
as got golden handcuffs,,,,,,,,,, nope im not lucky enough to get paied too much