yeh i know what u mean... if my boyfriend was here he would have had me out of there pretty swiftly. i guess i should respect the fact he would want me to look after myself now hes not here to do it, in person anyway. dont want him worrying about me.. its not unsafe if i felt unsafe i wouldnt stay.

i used to work as a lifeguard and i used to work for the army. id love to get another job working outside but its just impossible being a girl.