As you all know i am about to drop our baby in 6 weeks!!

so i have been having driving lessons since september to try and pass my test before she comes into the world!

So i've changed instructors from my original one to the one i'm with now, coz i felt the first one was shite LOL and i've been doing my best to learn.


I passed my theory and everythings going fine
Rudey bought me my pug and that made me loads more motorvated!!

And also with Central Day coming i wanted to pass before that so i could drive there... even more motorvation!!


so i booked my test....

TOMORROW 1.33PM.




BUT NOW IT'S ALL GONE TITS UP!!

I had to cancel my lesson last Monday due to having to see the midwife (everythings fine) and i thought i had a lesson on the Friday at 12.30, so wasn't too worried etc.

Well thursday comes and theres a knock at my door and its my instructor "r u ready 4 ya lesson?" ..

i'm in my dressing gown and have just woke up so my reply was "it's tomorrow at half one!" "no today 12.30pm"
well thats that lesson fooked then. so we left it with him saying "ring me"

So Faye and Alex came up at weekend so i forgot to call him, and rang him Tuesday morning saying "i know its late and all that but is there any chance of gettin a lesson in before the one before my test?"


No phone call back...

It's now Thursday and my lessons tomorrow and i only have my one hour lesson before my test to learn where the oil, water etc is as i have never looked under the bonnet!, i've not been to test centre!, and i feel like he feels i wont pass so he's not bothered.

And so now i feel i dont care if i pass because he doesn't care, and also my car won't be insured and taxed for sunday so thats killed the majority of my motorvation...

But the worst thing is, if i dont pass i'm not going to be able to get another test date until after the baby is born due to the wait!


I'm going to call him again today but am i just acting spoilt, or am i right to feel let down??