Don't really know you mate other than on here and only know bits about what's happened the main one being martins car.
Now the way I see it is we all do wrong and we all make bad choices in life some worse than others but it has to be said its good of you to come on here and publicly apologise and offer to repay people back.
When all said and done you lost a lot more than they did and it will take you a long time to build things back up but you'll get there and best of luck.
You're real friends will forgive you I forgave mine for taking cocaine and dealing and getting 5 years inside.
I'm pleased to say he's out now and really making an effort with his life and doing well.
Good luck