I was a little like this and after test driving 3 BMW desiels and writting a check for a 530d I stopped, because even though they are pokey I fealt I needed to write a 2nd check for som pipe and slippers.

So insead of writting a stupid check for a daily car I swapped it for something more economical and fun and will use my funds on my toys.

Should bring my enthusiasum back.