right for the FIRST time in my life i came across a nice LONG dual carriageway and along came a car besides me expecting me to race him... the usual he tryed to basically encourage me to put my foot down.. for the first time in my life i actually thought about the public.. this is what cme into my head
-i could race him and i MIGHT smash my car,kill my self or somebody else [ever worse] which i wont be able to forgive my self for
-somebody posted a focus being crashd at 120mph where it was truly fucked and pointed out my s2 will be just a tiny box
-might just be unlucky and have the plod taking my car and me losing my license
OR
i could just carry on crusing and have a nice time and then go home without any danger .. thats what i did i chose no to race and from now on i wont be either. lately its all built up in me head and made me realise what i call fun aint fun its comletely stupid and ill never forgive my self if i killed somebody or even if i crashed.
time to just enjoy the car for what it is and not give it death and be a risk to anybody including my self. iv never crashed in my life and hopefully with this decision ill be less likely to.