Get some pics up of your car! We all gotta start somewhere.. I was the exact same when i brought my 1.3 bonus.. 2 years on ive resprayed it and done a full rs turbo engine conversion! Its really not that hard you just need to have a lot of patience, time and money! have a look at some members restoration threads.. theres alot of people who have done some amazing work to get their cars back upto standard! its perfect for thinking of ideas for what you want to do to your own car!!