Really, really sorry to hear about your loss. RIP.
I gave up smoking 2 1/2 months ago. I was on 20-40 a day and was smoking for 29 years.
I just done it. No patches, no nothing. I didn't set out to stop, I just done it one day and have not had one since. Anyone that knows me on here would of always seen me in the past with a cig in my gob ....
I was reading up on the dangers of it around that time, as up till then I just didn't want to know. I got to admit I was shocked and disgusted that the Government allow it still. The stuff they put in there is just unreal