i dont "feel the need" to take it, i take it on nights out as i can drink ALOT and i make a fucking HUGE cunt of myself,,,,,, on meth im the opposite,,,, i dont fight everyone when i get annoyed and im not a pissed off my face person looking a state not to forget that i also dont spend 100 quid a night on beer by buying rounds and some never buying back,,,, and me just being generous as i always am

tonight im going to a car cruise,,,,, im not going on the lash with anything even though i have been asked if i wanna go out on the lash,,,

i never have a starter but if i go toa resturant i will ALWAYS order a starter for some reason,,,, guess its just part of the "thing" that helps to make a good night

im sort of a former addict in some respects as when i was 18 i spent over 30k in loans ect on cocaine and pills but then i gave them up totally at the age of 21,,,,,,till i was around 28ish when beer started to turn me into a tosser and make me angry/agressive/looking for fights rather than enjoying the nights out

even nikki was suprised the difference in me and she would rather i didnt get just drunk and she is/was anti drugs apart from me as it seems to be the better of a shite option