i had the same kinda experiences with wemen and if sent me on a downwards spirial then i got a tattoo saying ' dont let love take over use your head first tattooed down my arms' last august i found a girl who ive been with since i even moved in with and her family theres even the ring of wedding bells going on at the mo. all i can say is there is someone for everyone out there it just takes lots of serching i'm 23 now and the girl i have now is my proper first love not these flings which has no love in
keep ya head up bud