Originally Posted by brad

once again thanks for so many kind and wise words , even though i dont know any of you and feel a complete fucknugget for posting this shit in the first place .
it has definately helped to know its not all in my head , even if we are all wrong at least i know im not a jealous nutjob that reads into things too much !! lol

I have a few fantastic friends around me now they all know whats happened so it is about to start getting a whole load easier .