i really do feel for you. me and my daughter dad were 2gether 5 years we had our problems broke up for a while he did sum stupid stuff in the 6 months we were apart including moving in wiv another woman. when we got back 2gether things were great, moved away from where we were living so not 2 bump in 2 the crazy woman he started seeing.
4 months ago as he works night shift he came home in the middle of a shift said it aint working packed a bag and left, my daughter never saw him for 2 weeks then.
I know everyone will say her loss and ur get over it to you and at the moment i expect it makes u feel worse, people will slag her off even though u prob hate her and ur angry it hurts 2 hear people say stuff about sum1 uv been so close to. all i can say is things will get better, yes it takes time. just take each day as it comes, mates are great to help you, take up a new hobby. i really do feel for you. and untill you speak 2 her and find out what actually happened you wont get over things. so wait abit to calm down and try and find a way 2 talk 2 her.
and im sure peeps on here who have been heartbroken ect wont mind u ranting on.
good luck with it all.