Jese i Dont even know you and reading that makes me sort of Upset.

And i dont really get upset about these sorts of things.

I have no real reply or words of wisdom other than these things are sent to try us. You have been forced into a fork in the road.

One way can get so worse so quickly with the pills and drink possibly etc etc.

The other way is "im better off anyway" and getting out there and starting again.

It must be so hard to do that but its the best way.

She sounds a very heartless woman that was obviosly planning this for a long time, Possibly seeing someone else too unfortunately.

This exact same thing happened to a friend of mine and he got out there lost 6 stone going to the gym every day and has the time of his life partying meeting women and hes 50.

Its the decision right now that could shape the next phase of youre life.