I used to be a right little Bastard, got plenty of beatings off my Mum etc and i deserved every one, never did me any harm, used to move between my mum, nan and myty dad and play them all off against eachother, reported my dad to social services for hitting me after i got caught driving a stolen a car when i was 11 (well cant really call it driving but i tried) i was in foster care. watched my Mum take serious beatings from her ex when i was a kid and she ended up with a brain tumor from it, it took a few beatings before she realised he would never change so left in her montego estate, drove off and he jumped on the roof she then accelerated to 50 and slammed on the brakes and sent him about 50 feet up the road on his ass lol. I dont blame what i seen happen to mum for my actions, I blame myself for being a selfish child who would kick off big time if i never got my way, and i dont mean kick off as in screaming etc, i used to trash the house, smash doors etc... I was a horrible child then was 15 I seen what the errors of my way when i seen mum sat there in tears one day because she could not cope with me and i have not put a foot out of place ever since. but i got beatings in big ways, people say a parent should never hit there child, i think i deserved everything i got and i will go as far to say it does children good to have a back hander, it toughens them up and shows them who is in charge.

I get on excellent with every member of my family now and they all have masses of respect for me changing like i did and i have upmost respect to them all for not giving up on me