selina still has problems walking and has to use crutches sometimes

liam has a condition called cronic lung desise as his lungs were under developed when he was born they gave him 30/70

when he had open heart they told us if he started to bleed ther would not be anything they could do cos he weighed less than a half bag of sugar
they would not be able to get it in as fast as he would bleed it out

then they asked me to sign the concent form

the hardest decision i ever had to make in my life

his bed in the incubator was a head rest from the baby carseat he was so small and tiny

i had to feed him with a suringe through his belly