feel for you fella , been through the same situation ,

was with a lass on and off for three years and her lil boy who means the world to me had never had a dad, after three years i was his dad , , granted i was sometimes a shit boyfriend but i was great with bailey ,

anyway she always said that no matter what i would be in his life, she swore that to me,

we broke up and she got a new fella, now for the first three months i was allowed contact , if not more than i usually got ( which i never minded ) as she wanted to bag her new fella as i put it , once that fucker was int he big bed , i started getting called worse than shit , and couldnt do right , till over the space of four weeks a complete breakdown in commuinication happend ,

she pushed me to the point of where i coulndt eat , sleep or do anything in fear of loosing him , i shunned my friends and everyone who tried to reason with me

it got to the point where i said i had to go work away for a couple of weeks and could i have a lil space to get my head straight , this was just what she needed and i got told i could no longer see him ,

that was a year ago mate , and even now im still fighting to see that lil boy , i have no legal right , but that dont bother me , its more the moral right that he loves me and i love him ,

even now when im nearby where he lives , it will run to me with his arms open, ( till shes calls him bk in out of spite )

i will never ever undestand how people can use there children as weapons to hurt and get one over on people who care .

but her day will come , when hes old enough to decide wgho he wants to see


, kepp fighting fella

good luck

beef