arghhhh

neil thats EXACTLY what i was thinking tbh

though i was thinking of asking for a company car at work to help " ease" that side pf things

so the question is in reality do i leave london and start a new life

or stay with a job thats given me the chance to get new things,,,,, but not actually get me a house i want

seriously i love my job,,,,, if i hated it then i would not need to decide,,, the other issue is i doubt i would get a job paying me more or even the same as i do due to how strange the situation was me getting the job

how much to i want a house,,,,, just whats more important to me