it's not that I don't appreciate what I have, but I spose it's jealousy of the fact that other people get so much more in life, not just materially either, for putting less effort in. Maybe I should of gone to Uni and done the whole Degree thing. Good luck to the loaded ones out there though. It doesn't help with my poor finances having Becks at home with the little man either, but it's nice to know that they're happy. Thing is though, as I said earlier I've only got £80 in the bank, that's it, shit aint it. Sometimes I put a huge invoice in to Chubb and it goes within days, insurance, TV licence, mortgage. I just wanna drive my Skyline but can't afford to.

Cheers for all the comments tonight guys, it's making me think a lot about things. I wish that everyone in life got paid the same hourly rate, and the more you work, the more you get. Simple?

Off to bed now, even now I'm on call for Community Responding through my local Ambulance Service, and I do that for free!


Night all.