What im going to say comes from the heart and is 100% true.

I got given something that changed my life forever the other day, the circumstances at that point were looking like i wasnt going to be here writing this but it made me realise is what an idiot ive been over the past while.

If i could turn back time and start again i would but its not as easy as that.

As you will all know i suffer from very bad depression which has turned my/fiancee/familys life upside down, its a horrible thing that i wouldnt wish on anyone.

Im not looking for any sympathy from anyone but i have realised that i have been an absolute cock to alot of people on these forums.
Most of the time i dont realise im doing it, then it gets pointed out to me

I know friendships are not going to be the same a again but at least now i have realised where the problem is and i can now sort myself out.

The main reason im writing this is to say sorry to anyone ive offended over the past months.