dude, I'm a qualified ambulance tech. do not take the 16 pills as it will basically burn your stomach lining out and cause you to be very ill, this is not the way forward.You may be feeling very down at the moment but you need to remember better times, as these are gonna be coming along soon.Just think of your future dude, you have got so much time infront of ya to do great things, taking pills and od'ing is not a good future.
It's only a suggestion , but why not go to bed, sleep it off and start a new day tomorow.I allways find that when I'm down a cuppa helps too!
C'mon dude, look toward your future.
Andy