my wife got very depressed after she had a bad car crash and started drinking a huge amount and said she saw no future in us and was crying alot,i took her to the docs and he gave her some mild anti depressents and told her that its the drink that makes you feel worse so you drink more cause you feel bad and so on,try and cut down the drink as this will not help ya and try and get some anti depressents,talk to your family,brothers sisters or good friends back home,even good old MUM,
cheeRS gary
AKA shrek