Its a sad time Matt, but you must be strong and be positive! Life does go on, no matter how hard it seems now, the pain will never go completely, we just learn to deal with it and thats what makes us stronger and in the end wiser.

Allthough its hard to see now, try to cherish the past but look to the future! You're still a young guy with everything to look forward to (including that BIG fook off laggy bastard turbo upgrade!! ) so for now keep yourself busy, spend as much time with your friends as possible (Come and stay with me for a while if you fancy you can make the brews and look ugly in the passenger seat whilst mapping), and most of all be strong and keep your pride!

You owe your pride to yourself, never forget that!