hi all this has been the worst bank holiday ive ever had.

friday afternoon lost my wallet so i went to my boss house for the key to get in to work as i had i feeling it was there and it was, on my way home i was going round a bend and almost smashed my car sideways in to a solid post after the n/s/r tyre burst,

sat, had phone call of mother to say she was not well and i had to go along way to pick her up .

sun, a freind of mine come over and told me one of my mates has just been killed in a horrific road smash in the netherlands the accident happend near rotterdam there was 3 in the car and all 3 were killed instant at the time didnt know happend or who the other 2 were

mon, just been told that one of the other 2 lads killed was another mate of mine thay were sitting in the car when some one come down the road and rammed them from behind.

ive been depressed for 4 years and have loads on my mind i just cant take any more of things happening like this ive lost 5 mates now do to bad road accidents one was burnt to death in front of her brother and his girlfreind. this has torn me apart


rip lads thanks for everything